In january I was...

 In January I was turning 18 I was coming out of a bad relationship and couldn't drive. It was my senior year of high school and I didn't know what I wanted out of life. I thought at that time that I wanted to be a  pre-school teacher. At the time I thought I needed to "find myself" I didn't realize I needed "create myself". I thought that one day I would just run into my self do what I wanted and that would be it.  I didn't realize that I made thousands of choices a day from what I wore to who I talked to. That I could be or do whatever I wanted to, not because I'm that great but because in life you get what you put in. Not to say that if you sit on the couch and wish for a thousand dollars it will show up but if you work for really hard it might just come about. I decided that I was going to change my life and I changed what I wanted to be to who I wanted to date and how I was going to act. I found that whoever I wanted to be I could be.